Saturday, July 5, 2008

The Way I See It # 279: Don't Ask

I got back from the Fourth of July Wedding with Sid's family last night. Overall the wedding was a nice time. I unfortunately didn't get to see/hear the ceremony due to seating arrangements, but I understand that it was a family function, so not being family I don't have priority. Other than the wedding, the weekend itself was not what I expected. We went down to Winchester Thursday night and stayed over in the hotel till Friday. The events that went on include a bunch of things I didn't expect, nor want to deal with, unfortunately. I guess I should have known things would be like the way they were. I don't want to give off the impression that I had a bad time, because I had a very good time at the wedding, but when we weren't at the wedding, things were difficult.
From dinner with Sid's mom and Jim which made me feel like a babysitter, to being included in a YouTube video, dealing with nasty behavior in the morning, and dealing with shit that I'm tired of dealing with, the events that unfolded around the wedding were lackluster.

I don't know what I wanted. I guess I just wanted to feel like a teenager, but I ended up feeling like the only mature person in the room. I don't always like that feeling.

I'm really pissed off right now, and I have to go to work in an hour. I hate going to work pissed off. I hate being pissed off in general.

I'll try and get online when I get back from work. I work 2-11.

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