The Way I See It # 353

My article at The Commonwealth Times can be found here

The Way I See It # 352

I feel so sick right now.

Well, I am literally sick, sniffling and such. I took some dayquil, but that only helped a little. I wanted to do all this stuff today, but most importantly I wanted to do laundry. Turns out I don't have change right now to do it, so fuck my life.

Between being sick and doing this sorority stuff all weekend, which eventually didn't work out, I'm exhausted, and I have more homework to do. I have french to finish up, and I also have to shower and do my hair.

I have to study for my Art History exam.

I wish I had gone home. I miss my mom, I miss being home, I miss Sid, and I miss feeling like everything is ok. Now everything is bad. Because I'm a Polly Pessimistic, I think I should make a list to put things in perspective

1. Sid
2. I'm sick
3. I didn't get into the sorority I wanted
4. I don't have money for laundry
5. I have an art history exam on Tuesday that I really need to study for
6. I feel gross
7. My favorite dress didn't fit me when I tried it on last night. (it is now hanging up as encouragement).
8. All of my songs on iTunes remind me of Sid.
9. Unfortunately I can now relate to my favorite Musical, The Last 5 Years.
10. My apartment is a mess, but I'm too exhausted to clean
11. I have french homework, by my headache makes it almost impossible to concentrate
12. I didn't get to go out with Michele this weekend.
13. The fruit I bought at the store went bad. So did the milk. I'm scared everything will go bad.


I don't know what I'm expecting to happen.
What would Carrie Bradshaw do?

The Way I See It # 351

I went back today for my "preference day" and found that only 1 sorority had called me back, and they just...... were not for me. I didn't like them, it was a struggle to hold conversation, and they seemed to think that I was completely ready to pledge and be a part of their organization, but it just wasn't meant to be, I guess. Oh well.

+2 experience points for having the balls to try out!

The Way I See It # 350

Naturally, I woke up early for "preference day"


I had trouble sleeping. I kept having weird dreams, my apartment was hot, and I wasn't comfortable. Plus, I'm sick, so that never helps. I have a shitload of homework to do, and I don't know when I'm going to do it.

I have to think about this sorority thing! I need to really think about whether or not I can afford it, and whether or not this is something I really want to do.



Harrumph.

The Way I See It # 345

NEW FAVORITE ROAST!

My friend, the lovely and vivacious red head, Emma is starting up a new blog!

It's number one in the favorite Roasts!

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The Way I See It # 349

Today, as I waited for my friends Evan and Allison, I picked up The Commonwealth Times and saw that on the Front Page under "Opinion" it read "Physical Frustration", getting excited I opened to the page.


I was published! I was so pleasantly surprised! I had seen Sarah, the Opinion Editor, the other day and she said that she had liked the article, but I had no idea that it had been published!


+5 Experience points!

The Way I See It #348

I just posted in this blog, but I need to write more.

I am miserable.
I have never been so upset, sad, angry in my life.
It's always in the back of my mind.The love of my life broke up with me, and ended this relationship we've had for two years. He says he didn't want to end it, but that's what happened. All I want is to be with Sid and be happy and have it be like old times, but I don't know if that's possible. I begged him not to break up with me, and we tried it out, but then things just didn't work out. I know we're both to blame for things souring, but right now I don't think I can handle this anymore. I don't know what to do.


I'm at an impasse.
I miss Sid.